Don't What If
Jordan is always telling me to not worry about "what ifs." I tend to overthink things (I know, shocker), so his constant reminding me to live in today and not tomorrow is needed. Sometimes I get into a rut of negative thinking that is made up of "what if" scenarios that are silly to be concerned about because we can't magically reach into tomorrow and change anything, if it's even there to be changed to begin with. What if we don't find a photographer for our wedding? What if I'm not smart enough to be a nurse? What if we can't have children? What if Jordan or my family dies in a car crash? What if our house starts on fire? What if I accidentally filled in the wrong bubble on my ballot when I voted?! My excuse for these thoughts is that, technically speaking, all of these situations are feasible. These things could happen. We live in an absolutely broken world, which isn't how the Lord wanted it, but he...